My life was just a useless dream

«  On April 14, 1865, John Wilkes Booth, a famous actor and Confederate sympathizer, fatally shot President Abraham Lincoln at a play at Ford’s Theater in Washington, D.C. The attack came only five days after Confederate General Robert E. Lee surrendered his massive army at Appomattox Court House, Virginia, effectively ending the American Civil War » The New « WHY ? Why is this happening ? They crossed the limit , they killed the man who saved us , who bringed life to us , He united us again to form the united  states that we always were . We will  never forget him , he will always stay in our hearts and our brains, we will remember him while we walk into the safe streets , watching people being free , watching the end of this war. I don’t understand and will never do , why they hated this man , he was the best man i ever saw in my life , he didn’t only save the slaves , he also saved  a Nation. He is a pacifist , he never wanted this war to begin because this war was a blood bath.  His assasination was dishonnor , it dishonnored him , what a shame. 



« It has been five years now , and I can’t handle i anymore t , if i hadn’t a son , i would have ended my life 5 years ago just . God took The man that i loved the most , The man that i  admired the most and the child who was the reason of my miserable life and now what do i have left ? nothing , nothing . I have no reason to wake up in the morning , why do i have to face My « Husband » every morning and every day ?  He is a reminder of what i’ve lost , he’s a reminder of what i hate. I read the letter , again , and again , and again picturing my love  writing it , picturing him talking  and it made me more miserable then I already was, I wanted to put a term at my life, I wanted to die reading this letter because it was all i have left , Henry was the love of my life but I realised that God doesn’t want to us to be happy but he wants us to be strong but i can’t no more , I stood strong for too long and now it’s time….


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